These are my winter drawings and paintings, my creations expressing the coldness I've always felt, the inner winter, the coldness of the empty place in my heart and in my mind.
This is my pen drawing of a cave woman so beautiful and so cold, cold like an ice cave.
This is one of my inner polar landscapes, so frozen, so cold, an image of the coldness inside my soul, the coldness I've felt so many times.
She is an ice mountain so cold and distant and these two creations express this coldness I've always from many women.
This is "The cold eyes of winter", another cold winter drawing, the cold eyes of winter looking at me from long distance with a cold look.
She is my winter queen, the queen of my inner winter, so beautiful but so cold and I can never reach her. Oh how much I wish she was warmer and bring spring into my life but she is so distant and cold.
This is the winter and the cold inside, that feeling of coldness and the video below contains some of my winter creations with a song that describes what I've always felt.
It's so cold inside, in my heart, in my mind and these are some images of my inner winter
These are the lyrics of the song
Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my heart, in my mind
In my heart ....
Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my hreat, in my mind
Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my hreat, in my mind
There`s an empty place
Without you !
Yes i miss you,
Holding me so tight
Loving me all night
'till the sun light
Yes i miss you,
When the night bright
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my heart,
In my mind
Yes i miss you,
Holding me so tight
Loving me all night
'till the sun light
Yes i miss you,
When the night bright
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my heart,
In my mind
There's an empty place
Wïthout you !
This is my newest pen drawing representing the coldness I’ve felt so many times, the inner winter, a personification of winter, so beautiful and so cold
I’ve made this video of me making a pen drawing yesterday
This is the drawing I’ve made using just a blue and a red pen
Then I used a blue pencil to finish it.
This is the result.
I put the name “Frozen cave woman” for this drawing be cause It is expressing the coldness I’ve felt so many times. She is so beautiful and so cold, cold like an ice cave, cold like a heavy winter and her coldness hurts.
I use to live my life alone but in my dreams I’m always with her and she loves me like no one on this Earth did and makes me feel protected and loved. Her love is so warm and tender and has something maternal too. Unfortunately I don’t know her in my real life but in my dreams she is always with me and I need her affection like a child.
This song describes the best what I feel only in my dreams. I wish she was real and I could “dive in her arms” and feel her love. If she was real I would give her my love and my all and put her in the center of my universe.The drawings in the video are my drawings representing me and her.
Here are the lyrics
Impact vs. Moving Elements – LIKE A CHILD
I gave you my love
I gave you my all
There is nobody else
I know who you are
Why don’t you stay
I night and a day
I wanna dive into your arms
I keep holdin’ on to your love
Like a child
Craving, burning, yearning for your love
Promise me you’ll always be there
When i need you, when i’m calling for your love
Touch my heart
Hold my hand
Make love to me
I need your love
This is my pencil drawing inspired by a Greek statue called Lady of Auxerre, a statue of a Kore (a maiden, a young girl). This is the way I imagine the girl who was the model for this sculpture by the time she lived.
I wish I was a flower and she was my butterfly. I wish I was a white flower that could make her come with her butterfly wings and take me with her, to fly with her. I've made both of this pen drawings thinking about this: me as a white flower waiting for her to come to me. I've made the first drawing this year while the second one was made during high school.
