Tuesday, January 17, 2017

Girls in the club, one of my high school lesbian drawings

I am in the club. There are only girls there.  I am dancing. She is watching me and all I want is to feel her next to me. Then I can feel her behind me. She is black and taller than me. I feel so good when she is touching me, embracing me, making me feel the desire.
This is is just one of my high school 🎓 fantasies. I've made the drawing when I was 16 imagining this.

I love warrior women

This is just one of my drawings of sexy warrior women

Sunday, January 15, 2017

To love an angel

To love an innocent angel with long blond hair and blue eyes, to feel her in her arms, to kiss the soft skin of her neck and chest that has never been kissed before that's what she is longing for. At the same time the angel is secretly dreaming of her wanting to feel her strong embrace and play with her delicate fingers in her dark short hair while she is kissing 💋 her the way she has never been kissed before.
This is one of my old drawings. I've made It when I was 18.

The Phoenix bird 🐦

The Phoenix bird 🐦 melting a frozen heart, fluorescent painting

Saturday, January 14, 2017

Elephants painted with coffee

I've painted these elephants in 5 minutes using only coffee 🍵 and sugar

Mirror of love

Mirror of love, pencil drawing
She is looking at the woman in front of her, admiring her, being fascinated by her beauty, her tall slim stature, her soft white skin, her long dark hair, her white dress 👗 her jewelry, everything about her.
Does she want to be her or her lover? Does she want this beautiful girl or her dress and jewelry?
They look so similar, like twins and while they stay face to face they seem to be one    and the same person in front of a mirror.
Many women and girls admire other women and tend to draw and paint 🎨 young beautiful girls, not handsome men.
I've made this pencil ✏ drawing starting from an older version, a drawing I've made by the year 2004 wanting to have someone like me next to me. I had some dreams about the girl with dark hair in the drawing by that time even if I've never meet her.
The drawing I've made by the year 2004

Friday, January 13, 2017

Sappho's feeling of separation and lack of love

I've painted this on Tuesday, thinking about Sappho and her world of poetry, music, art beauty and the divine feminine under the cult of Aphrodite.
After finishing the painting I've discovered there is a coldness between the two women, like in many of my creations. They seem to be separated, turning their backs on each other, ignoring each other, not communication, standing still next to to the column that further separates them. While Sappho is still turning her shy look to the her, the other girl seems to be so indiferent, looking in the opposite direction.
This painting could be a good illustration for the poem Hymn to Aphrodite, a poem Sappho has written while she was in love with a girl who was not interested in her.

As I sad before I've made may drawings and paintings of two women turning their backs to each other since I was in high-school. I've made these creations feeling rejected by the girls I liked, like Sappho did more than 2000 years ago when she wrote the Hymn to Aphrodite.


Two drawings I've made when I was 15
I've cried many times feeling rejected when I needed to be loved, since I was a high school kid, and all the girls I liked were so cold, turning their backs on me, putting walls of indifference around them.