Monday, July 24, 2017

Mermaid and dolphin

This is my painting of a mermaid embracing a dolphin 🐬 Since I was a young kid I found mermaids so fascinating.

Warrior woman and young maiden

Warrior woman and young maiden, pencil drawing
This is my pencil drawing of a warrion woman and an innocent young maiden together. The young maiden is so delicate and beautiful wearing a white dress and flowers in her long golden hair. She loves the warrior woman for her strength and in her arms she is feeling safe and loved. The waarior woman would do anything for her, just to be with her.

Friday, July 21, 2017

The legend of the unicorn

The legend of the unicorn - the unicorn (symbol of virginity) and the young maiden, ball point pen drawing

Thursday, July 13, 2017

A girl from Sappho's thaissos playing harp on the isle of Lesbos, next to the sea


I've made this thinking about one of the girls the poet Sappho used to teach the art of femininity, imagining she is there, on the isle of Lesbos, next to the Aegean sea, wearing a simple white dress and a violet and rose tiara, singing about love with a harp, her divine voice and inspiration from Aphrodite, singing like a mermaid, hoping someone will hear her over the seas.

Wednesday, July 12, 2017

Tuesday, July 4, 2017

A fantasy and a dream of love in the universe

I've made this a few years ago, starting from one of my old teenage drawings, the drawings I've made imagining I am in a dream universe, on a distant sphere, next to a beautiful young girl, it's just me and her, I am looking in hel eyes, she is looking in my eyes and the Earth is far away. She took me there by her butterfly wings. I've always wanted to find her, to love her, to be with her but the only thing I can do is to be lonely and only dream of her and make drawings and paintings of her. I was so lonely by then, I am still lonely now.
This is the old drawing. I was 15 when I've made it. It is not a professional drawing but I keep for it's sentimental value, I keep it as a memory of one of my teenage dreams, like a page in a diary.

Enlightenment

I've made this drawing today. It's about light and emotions, about a soul consuming itself to enlighten the world like a candle in the wind.

Friday, June 30, 2017

My newest painting of the goddess Kore and the hand of Hades

This is my newest oil on canvas painting of the goddess Kore, the maiden aspect of Persephone, being taken to the underworld by the hand of Hades

Summer inside, winter outside

I just wanted to draw a silhouette with the summer sun inside while outside there is a cold winter but there is more than this in my drawing. There are hidden figures and emotions and the silhouette reminds me of a woman I once loved, her strength, her attitude. The character in my drawing looks feminine and strong at the same time, like an amazon.

Sunday, June 18, 2017

A solar painting about love

I've made this painting today. It's a dream of love ❤, a hot moment of passion under the summer sun I cannot feel now. It's raining outside and it's raining in my heart

T.A.T.U

This is my new pencil drawing of the T.A.T.U girls by the time they were singing about the lesbian love. They were just playing the roles of two teenage girls in a butch-femme lesbian relationship.
By that time I didn't like them because they  were not real lesbians but now I understand the message of their art, now when Russia has become so conservative and no other "T.A.T.U" is allowed to appear in the Russian culture, since Yelena Mizulina made the gay propaganda law.
I miss the liberal Russia of the 2000's and I hope the new king of religios right russian politics will not spread across the world.

Saturday, June 17, 2017

If T.A.T.U girls were singing about lesbian love in today's Russia...

 
 If T.A.T.U girls were singing in today's Russia they might have been accused of gay propaganda, according to Yelena Mizulina's law but by that time there was no gay propaganda law in Russia. By that time Russia was a free democratic country. I miss those times when I was listening to TATU. I was only 15. By that time I liked Lena Katina, she was looking like me. They just played a role and their lesbian relationship was not real but they did it so good, imitating a butch-femme lesbian couple and I wanted to be the femme in that couple, she(Lena's character) was so similar to me, she as like me.



The drawings above are not good at all but they mean something to me and that's why I keep them. I was only 15 when I made them. 


I miss TATU and their  music, I miss the democracy Russia has lost, I miss that liberal Russian society, Now it all have been replaced by bigotry and hate and I am terribly afraid this type of dictatorial religious right politics will spread across Eastern Europe and not only.
It's terrible what it's happening o human rights worldwide since 2012. 2012 was not the end of the world but might be the beginning of the end.



Wednesday, June 14, 2017

Tiffany Trump

This is my pencil drawing of Donald Trump's less known daughter. I guys you know why I didn't want to make a drawing of Ivanka or Donald

Sunday, June 11, 2017

Baby elephant 🐘

This might look like an alien but it is not. This is my painting of an elephant embryo

Friday, June 9, 2017

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Drawings and paintings for the World Ocean Day

World Oceans Day

Water, the source of life
Oceanic lanscape, a painting I've made when I was 15
Today, june 8, is the the World Oceans Day so I decided to post again my drawings and paintings about oceans, water and the underwater world and life

Underwater life, a painting I've made by the year 2001

A dream about marine creatures


Atlantis

Cefalopod

Dolphins


The first life forms in the primordial ocean

Titanic
Queen of the ocean


Ocean faieries




Friday, May 26, 2017

Her blue eyes

I miss her blues eyes looking at me like that, making me feel the desire, making me feel loved like never before.
I've made the drawing above imagining she is looking at me with those blue eyes and I feel that rush again.

Tuesday, May 23, 2017

Sunday, May 21, 2017

The intelligence of nature

I've made this painting now. It's a painting about the vegetal intelligence, the intelligence of matter, intelligence of nature

Monday, May 15, 2017

Ruby Rose

A friend who is a big fan of Ruby Rose has asked me to paint this portrait. I like Ruby Rose too. She reminds me of a woman I once loved, the first butch in my life, her blue eyes, her tall stature, her short dark hair, her attitude, they all remind me of her. Yes, she looked like Ruby and I liked her so much but there was something terrible she was hiding from me, something I cannot forgive her for.

Saturday, May 13, 2017

Friday, May 12, 2017

The tree of the light or the retina



A few days ago I've made the drawing above. I wated to draw a tree like biological structure and I've made the drawing while I was looking somewhere else. Starting from the drawing I've made a painting. My tree in the light looks like the blood vessels in the retina and I decided to call it the tree of the light.

Rainbow tears, the making of a fluorescent painting



This is my painting "Rainbow tears", a fluorescent acrylics on canvas painting about the pain I feel living alone in a society that doesn't allow me to be myself, love and be loved.


Thursday, May 11, 2017

Rainbow tears

Rainbow tears

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In a black and white world my eye wants to see the colors of the rainbow and it cries 😿 rainbow 🌈 tears, tears coming out of a deep pain of the loneliness I am forced to live in, condemned by an intolerant society

Wednesday, May 10, 2017

Rainbow tears

In a black and white world my eye wants to see a rainbow and I cry rainbow tears. I cry for equality. I cry for human rights. I cry for my right to live a real life and love. I cry hoping for a better world 
This is my latest ball point pen drawing