I see the world in her

I see the blue sky and ocean, the sun with it's light, the stars, the galaxies and the rainbow. I see them all in her.

This is my newest drawing of HER, the one I dream of for 10 years, the one who would be my world and the center of my universe if she was real, the one I wish I could hold in my arms in my lonely nights.

Here are the older paintings representing her as my world and the center of my universe.

Facebook sucks - Art censorship on Facebook

 " Hello,

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This is the message I've got from Facebook hundreds of times in the last week. One of my accounts has been disabled a few days ago be cause I've uploaded again some of the deleted images but it was not hard for me to make new accounts.
Here are some of the banned drawings and paintings

They don't make the difference between art and pornography and remove my nude women drawings be cause they consider them pornographic.
 This is be cause in our society nudity is sexualized, perverted and associated with pornography ane people forgot to see the beauty and the harmony of the human body, they see it, especially the female body, as a sexual object.

 
Facebook sucks!
It sucks be cause it has no graphic options, the profile is not customizable, there is no browse people and advanced search feature and that's why the only people who can find me and view my posts are the people who already know me and most of all it is not a democratic website be cause it's users have little or no freedom of expression. Facebook is very restrictive and it's censoring art and many other things that are not that bad and dangerous as they say.

This paintings made by the artist Daniel Sprick was removed from Facebook too. It is just a pregnant woman, a representation of maternity NOT sexuality or perversity but Facebook staff doesn't make the difference. Facebook doesn't make the difference between art and pornography, between what is pure natural beauty of the human body and what is dirty, perverse obscene and immoral.

In my drawings and paintings I try to create a beautiful image of the woman, the harmony of the female body, the pure natural image of a woman, not the female body seen just as a sexual object. When I make these drawings and paintings I thing about love, the pure love, not perverted, and about what is beautiful in a woman and for me it would be enough to feel her next to me hold her hand and feel the love if she was real.

In see her in every star

 This is my pen and fluorescent yellow marker drawing of the woman I dream of since the year 2000.

 I see her in every star, I see her in every ray of light, in the whole nature, I see her in everything and if she was real I would place her in the center of my universe.

The image below is a painting of the same woman I've made 10 years ago. By that time my paintings were different from what I do now but the image I had in my mind was the same: a beautiful woman shining in my universe, between the stars.

The inner winter

These are my winter drawings and paintings, my creations expressing the coldness I've always felt, the inner winter, the coldness of the empty place in my heart and in my mind.

This is my pen drawing of a cave woman so beautiful and so cold, cold like an ice cave.

This is one of my inner polar landscapes, so frozen, so cold, an image of the coldness inside my soul, the coldness I've felt so many times.

She is an ice mountain so cold and distant and these two creations express this coldness I've always from many women.

This is "The cold eyes of winter", another cold winter drawing, the cold eyes of winter looking at me from long distance with a cold look.

She is my winter queen, the queen of my inner winter, so beautiful but so cold and I can never reach her. Oh how much I wish she was warmer and bring spring into my life but she is so distant and cold.

This is the winter and the cold inside, that feeling of coldness and the video below contains some of my winter creations with a song that describes what I've always felt.
It's so cold inside, in my heart, in my mind and these are some images of my inner winter





These are the lyrics of the song

Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my heart, in my mind
In my heart ....

Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my hreat, in my mind

Yes i miss you,
In the summer days,
In the winter nights,
When the moon is bright.
Yes i miss you
And it`s cold inside
In my hreat, in my mind
There`s an empty place
Without you !

Yes i miss you,
Holding me so tight
Loving me all night
'till the sun light
Yes i miss you,
When the night bright
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my heart,
In my mind

Yes i miss you,
Holding me so tight
Loving me all night
'till the sun light
Yes i miss you,
When the night bright
In my heart,
In my mind,
In my heart,
In my mind
There's an empty place
Wïthout you !

Another cold winter drawing

This is my newest pen drawing representing the coldness I’ve felt so many times, the inner winter, a personification of winter, so beautiful and so cold

Making of “Frozen cave woman”

I’ve made this video of me making a pen drawing yesterday

This is the drawing I’ve made using just a blue and a red pen

Then I used a blue pencil to finish it.
This is the result.

I put the name “Frozen cave woman” for this drawing be cause It is expressing the coldness I’ve felt so many times. She is so beautiful and so cold, cold like an ice cave, cold like a heavy winter and her coldness hurts.