Not allowed to hold her hand

I wish I could hold her hand but I am not allowed to.

 I wish I could be with her but I am not allowed to. I have to live alone in this hateful society and that s why Ițve been troubled since highschool.

 These days senators Ioana Denes and Codin Stefanescu have said that same sex couples should not be allowed to hold hands in public spaces in Romania. These words have hurt me deep inside. I am so affraid they want to make russian style anti-gay laws.

Here in Romania people are very homophobic and it s almost impossible for a woman to be in a relationship with another woman. My longest relationship lasted for only 6 weeks. Even my parents hate me because I am a lesbian and, after my right to inherit the house has been denied by my relatives, now I have to leave the parental house and live on my own, just like someone who had nothing, no parents, no house, nothing. Soon they will just throw me out of the house.

I wish I could live a normal life in a free modern inclusive society. I dont wanna cry and suffer alone all the time. I dont wanna be troubled anymore.
I ve made these drawings and paintings dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have, while I wanted to be with a woman I love, to feel her loving presence nexto to me, to hold her hand, to travel with her, to enjoy every moment with her.

Face of seduction or the portrait of a wild sensual woman wearing just a pearl necklace

This is my pencil portrait drawing of a seductress. I ve made this drawing imagining she is in front of me, looking at me  with her light blue eyes. Her long hair is covering half of her face. She is wearing just a neckalce made of pearls. When I watch the drawing I feel like I want her. I want to be in front of her, to look into her eyes, while she is looking into mine, to feel her close to me, to feel her embrace. She is so wild and beautiful but there is a shadow just behind her, a misterious persone, someone she cannot see.

The and feelings, a painting made by a 14 years old girl

This is a painting about time and how it can shape the feelings I've made when I was 14

The big bang 💥 and the universe

This is my painting of the big bang 💥 and the primordial sphere

Divine feminine dancer

She is rising from the fire Lotus in a movement full of grace and harmony She is the muse of dance, the divine feminine in motion. The movement of her athletic body makes the energy flow from the sky to the ground. This is my painting of her dancing

Sisters or twin flames

They are soul sisters, twin flames coming from the same fire of life, inseparable, loving each other forever. I've made this fluorescent painting about love this Monday.

A drawing from the subconcious

I've made this drawing spontaneously, without thinking about something. What do you see in the drawing I've just made?