Sunday, April 9, 2017

The story of two girls in love

Girls usually love to paint 🎨 princesses. Yesterday I've made this painting of two princesses in love in a dream garden 🏡 that is blooming during the spring imagining I am the one wearing the green dress and flowers 💐 in my hair and she, my love is touching my shoulder so softly. I can see the love and desire in her eyes, I can feel it in her touch. It's so sad this is not real. It's so sad I am still lonely in the story of my life and I wonder where my princess might be

Friday, April 7, 2017

Prunus persica flowers

Last week I've seen a beautiful Prunus persica tree with it's pink flowers so I decided to make this painting

Soulmates and twinflames



These are my paintings about soulmates, twin flames and love. I've made these paintings hoping, she, the one I dream of, is somewhere in this world and one day I will meet her

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

My drawings and paintings of the Earth



The beauty of our blue planet has inspired me to make these drawings and paintings. These are my drawings and paintings that contain the image of the Earth

Monday, April 3, 2017

Viola sororia

This is my painting of a Viola sororia flower, Sappho's favorite flower.

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Not allowed to hold her hand

I wish I could hold her hand but I am not allowed to.

 I wish I could be with her but I am not allowed to. I have to live alone in this hateful society and that s why Ițve been troubled since highschool.
 These days senators Ioana Denes and Codin Stefanescu have said that same sex couples should not be allowed to hold hands in public spaces in Romania. These words have hurt me deep inside. I am so affraid they want to make russian style anti-gay laws.
Here in Romania people are very homophobic and it s almost impossible for a woman to be in a relationship with another woman. My longest relationship lasted for only 6 weeks. Even my parents hate me because I am a lesbian and, after my right to inherit the house has been denied by my relatives, now I have to leave the parental house and live on my own, just like someone who had nothing, no parents, no house, nothing. Soon they will just throw me out of the house.
I wish I could live a normal life in a free modern inclusive society. I dont wanna cry and suffer alone all the time. I dont wanna be troubled anymore.
I ve made these drawings and paintings dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have, while I wanted to be with a woman I love, to feel her loving presence nexto to me, to hold her hand, to travel with her, to enjoy every moment with her.

Saturday, April 1, 2017

Face of seduction or the portrait of a wild sensual woman wearing just a pearl necklace

This is my pencil portrait drawing of a seductress. I ve made this drawing imagining she is in front of me, looking at me  with her light blue eyes. Her long hair is covering half of her face. She is wearing just a neckalce made of pearls. When I watch the drawing I feel like I want her. I want to be in front of her, to look into her eyes, while she is looking into mine, to feel her close to me, to feel her embrace. She is so wild and beautiful but there is a shadow just behind her, a misterious persone, someone she cannot see.