Tuesday, April 11, 2017

A moment of pure love

A moment of pure love

11.04.2017
23:50



I wish I was the blonde girl with a tiara made of violets in this drawing. I wish I could hold the woman I love in my arms now instead of just dreaming about her. I wish I could play in her hair while she is kissing 💋 me and my fingers in her hair make her want me more and kiss me wildly. I wish I could feel her breasts against mine. I can only dream and make drawings about her while I am not allowed to love ❤ her

Sunday, April 9, 2017

The story of two girls in love

Girls usually love to paint 🎨 princesses. Yesterday I've made this painting of two princesses in love in a dream garden 🏡 that is blooming during the spring imagining I am the one wearing the green dress and flowers 💐 in my hair and she, my love is touching my shoulder so softly. I can see the love and desire in her eyes, I can feel it in her touch. It's so sad this is not real. It's so sad I am still lonely in the story of my life and I wonder where my princess might be

Friday, April 7, 2017

Prunus persica flowers

Last week I've seen a beautiful Prunus persica tree with it's pink flowers so I decided to make this painting

Soulmates and twinflames



These are my paintings about soulmates, twin flames and love. I've made these paintings hoping, she, the one I dream of, is somewhere in this world and one day I will meet her

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

My drawings and paintings of the Earth



The beauty of our blue planet has inspired me to make these drawings and paintings. These are my drawings and paintings that contain the image of the Earth

Monday, April 3, 2017

Viola sororia

This is my painting of a Viola sororia flower, Sappho's favorite flower.

Sunday, April 2, 2017

Not allowed to hold her hand

I wish I could hold her hand but I am not allowed to.

 I wish I could be with her but I am not allowed to. I have to live alone in this hateful society and that s why Ițve been troubled since highschool.
 These days senators Ioana Denes and Codin Stefanescu have said that same sex couples should not be allowed to hold hands in public spaces in Romania. These words have hurt me deep inside. I am so affraid they want to make russian style anti-gay laws.
Here in Romania people are very homophobic and it s almost impossible for a woman to be in a relationship with another woman. My longest relationship lasted for only 6 weeks. Even my parents hate me because I am a lesbian and, after my right to inherit the house has been denied by my relatives, now I have to leave the parental house and live on my own, just like someone who had nothing, no parents, no house, nothing. Soon they will just throw me out of the house.
I wish I could live a normal life in a free modern inclusive society. I dont wanna cry and suffer alone all the time. I dont wanna be troubled anymore.
I ve made these drawings and paintings dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have, while I wanted to be with a woman I love, to feel her loving presence nexto to me, to hold her hand, to travel with her, to enjoy every moment with her.