A beautiful world that shines

Since the year 2000 I dream of a beautiful world, an universe I built with every creation i make, a beautiful world that shines for my perfect love, something to beautiful to be real.

Anya’s song “Beautiful world” is resonating with my feelings and my dreams of a beautiful world and an ideal love.
I’ve made this pen drawing inspired by the song’s lyrics, this is the way I imagine my perfect love, a girl with ocean blue eyes, a deep blue that makes me get lost in her eyes.Unfortunately this girl who could make my universe a beautiful world that shines is just a creation of my mind.

This video contains my drawings, paintings and digital creations of the images I have in my mind for 10 years, the image of that beautiful world shining, the image of my ideal love. My creations fit the best the song Beautiful world be cause since the year 2000 I dream of the wonderful universe, where is my imaginary love with blue eyes, The one I always draw imagining she is is real and I am next to her and we are flying high in my dream universe of light holding hands and kissing.

Here are the lyrics of the song

Anya – Beautiful world

How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
It shines for you..
I'm lost in your eyes,
Ocean blue in the skies,
I can't control my feelings for you.
I'm found in your kiss,
Make you smile, cry your tears.
You chase all my fears tonight
It feels divine...
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
It shines for you..
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
It shines for you..
You know that I try,
I get love, I survive,
I can't control my feelings for you..
It feels just divine, flying high, you and I,
I shake all my fears away tonight, it feels alright.
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
How beautiful is this world, it shines for you...
It shines for you..

I wish I was there with her….

I whish I was there, on a space ship with a beautiful woman. I wish we could stay together an watch the stars, the Milky Way and Saturn. I wish… but it will never be real so this pen drawing was the only thing I could do thinking about this

Livia

She is Livia, one of the bad girls of my mind. Livia is so wild, dominant and strong. You may ask me why I call her Livia. Her name was inspired by a character in Xena - warrior princess

Warm embrace

This is a pencil drawing I’ve made two days ago imagining I am wearing an elegant white dress and the woman I love comes to me and holds me from behind. I wish  it was real. I wish I could feel her warm embrace and her hot breath on my shoulder. This is one of the thousands of drawings I’ve made in my loneliness motivated by the need to love and be loved and inspired by an imaginary muse I'm so in love with.