Her blue eyes

I miss her blues eyes looking at me like that, making me feel the desire, making me feel loved like never before.
I've made the drawing above imagining she is looking at me with those blue eyes and I feel that rush again.

Abstract drawing inspired by the gate and the column of the kiss by Constantin Brancusi

I've made this drawing today and the source of inspiration was Brancusi's work. What do you see in this drawing?

The intelligence of nature

I've made this painting now. It's a painting about the vegetal intelligence, the intelligence of matter, intelligence of nature

My painting of Ruby Rose with green hair

Ruby Rose

A friend who is a big fan of Ruby Rose has asked me to paint this portrait. I like Ruby Rose too. She reminds me of a woman I once loved, the first butch in my life, her blue eyes, her tall stature, her short dark hair, her attitude, they all remind me of her. Yes, she looked like Ruby and I liked her so much but there was something terrible she was hiding from me, something I cannot forgive her for.

Black hole

That's my newest painting of a black hole

The tree of the light or the retina

A few days ago I've made the drawing above. I wated to draw a tree like biological structure and I've made the drawing while I was looking somewhere else. Starting from the drawing I've made a painting. My tree in the light looks like the blood vessels in the retina and I decided to call it the tree of the light.

Rainbow tears, the making of a fluorescent painting

This is my painting "Rainbow tears", a fluorescent acrylics on canvas painting about the pain I feel living alone in a society that doesn't allow me to be myself, love and be loved.

Rainbow tears

Rainbow tears

11.05.2017
16:19



In a black and white world my eye wants to see the colors of the rainbow and it cries 😿 rainbow 🌈 tears, tears coming out of a deep pain of the loneliness I am forced to live in, condemned by an intolerant society

Rainbow tears

In a black and white world my eye wants to see a rainbow and I cry rainbow tears. I cry for equality. I cry for human rights. I cry for my right to live a real life and love. I cry hoping for a better world 

This is my latest ball point pen drawing

The tree of the mind connecting two worlds

The tree of the mind connecting two worlds, a painting about the mental universe

Connection

Connection

06.05.2017
16:46



I've made the painting above these days. It's a painting about connection, the tree, symbol of the ego with it's roots in one world, the big star of consciousness. The mother-star and it's branches around another star, another soul, another entity.

Waterfall in the moonlight, a dream I had 2 days ago

Two days ago I had this dream about a waterfall in the moonlight

A painting and a strange phoenomenon

I've made this painting yesterday and while I was painting it my mind was travelling to Greece. Iwas thinking about Athens. I was thinking about the Monastiraki square, the streets of Athens and the Mediteranean Sea.  Then I was thinking about Egypt and I've seen a short thin Egyptian woman in the human silhouette I was painting.

I wanted to paint a flame that resembles the shape of the human body but I ended up painting a woman with oriental facial features. with a clear face. I wanted to make her look happy but her face was sad. I tried  to paint again over what I painted but sadness and tears remained there every time I tried to change the look of her face. I tried to paint her long dark hair but I just could not paint it.
Then I used the paintbrush to paint without looking at the canvas and instead of painting the hair I covered her head with a veil made of silk, so smooth, so soft. Finally the sadness on her face has disappeared, being replaced by a meditative state of mind.
The I felt something is missing, the holly moon above, so I painted the moon too.


You can watch me painting in the video below.

Making of a painting - The rebirth of the divine feminine

My dream of a waterfall in the moonlight

Yesterday I had a dream about a waterfall in the moonlight so I've made this drawing of the image in my dream