The ghost of my love

This painting is about the memory of a loved one, like ghost from the past haunting my winter of loneliness

The wings of love

I've made this painting avout love and butterflies yesterday using colors and water

The story of a kiss

The story of a kiss, ball point pen drawing

The tree of the kiss under the rainbow of love

I've made this surrealist painting about love yesterday. The ideea just came to my mind. It was spontaneous, with no plan.

My winter queen

winter queen, acrylics on canvas painting

She is so beautiful but she is cold, freezing my soul. I wish she was the sun in my life bringing the spring love in my heart but her coldness is like winter. This painting is about what I felt many times before, about being in love but not loved, about being rejected.

The family

This is my painting about the ideal family, a family based on love and equality, shining like the light of the heart.

The kiss of the sun and moon

This is the painting Ițve made yesterday, a painting about twin flames, a painting about love, a painting about the sun and moon, two complementary energies, the moon - yin and the sun- yang. You can watch me making this painting in the video below.

Euphoria - soulmates in the universe

I had some paintings about two soulmates floating in the universe, swiming into infinity. Almost all of these paintings have been sold. The song Euphoria by Loreen has inspired me to make one of the paintings. That painting has been sold too but a young woman has asked me to make a new one and this sunday I've made the painting above

The old painting, sold in 2014

These are the lyrics of the song that inspired me.

Why, why can't this moment last forevermore?
Tonight, tonight eternity's an open door
No, don't ever stop doing the things you do
Don't go, in every breath I take I'm breathing you

Euphoria
Forever, 'till the end of time
From now on, only you and I
We're going up, up, up, up, up, up, up
Euphoria An everlasting piece of art
A beating love within my heart
We're going up, up, up, up, up, up, up

We are here, we're all alone in our own Universe,
We are free, where everything's allowed and love comes first,
Forever and ever together, we sail into infinity,
We're higher and higher and higher, we're reaching for divinity.

Euphoria
Forever, 'till the end of time
From now on, only you and I
We're going up, up, up, up, up, up, up
Euphoria An everlasting piece of art

Mermaid love

I've made this painting aboiut two mermaids in love yesterday. As I said before I found mermaids fascinating when I was a child. In the video below you can watch me making this painting.

Warrior woman and young maiden

Warrior woman and young maiden, pencil drawing

This is my pencil drawing of a warrion woman and an innocent young maiden together. The young maiden is so delicate and beautiful wearing a white dress and flowers in her long golden hair. She loves the warrior woman for her strength and in her arms she is feeling safe and loved. The waarior woman would do anything for her, just to be with her.

Me with my love and a brown unicorn in the sunset

I've made this by the year 2002. It's a dream I had. I was only 15

A fantasy and a dream of love in the universe

I've made this a few years ago, starting from one of my old teenage drawings, the drawings I've made imagining I am in a dream universe, on a distant sphere, next to a beautiful young girl, it's just me and her, I am looking in hel eyes, she is looking in my eyes and the Earth is far away. She took me there by her butterfly wings. I've always wanted to find her, to love her, to be with her but the only thing I can do is to be lonely and only dream of her and make drawings and paintings of her. I was so lonely by then, I am still lonely now.

This is the old drawing. I was 15 when I've made it. It is not a professional drawing but I keep for it's sentimental value, I keep it as a memory of one of my teenage dreams, like a page in a diary.

A solar painting about love

I've made this painting today. It's a dream of love ❤, a hot moment of passion under the summer sun I cannot feel now. It's raining outside and it's raining in my heart

An artist's view of the family

Yesterday I visited an exhibion of sculpture and graphics by Liviu Brezeanu and I can say I like his view of the family. Even if he is living here in Romania he has an inclusive view of the family and his art is promoting equality.

In his creations the spouses are equal and their love makes the family, feeding the seed of life

This art is about the essence, the concept of family in all of it's forms.

Liviu Brezeanu is a sculptor and a grafician. I also enjoy his pastels. He likes to make drawings about the love between two women, like I do

I've also made some drawings and paintings about the family. You can see the creations I am talking about below.

A moment of pure love

A moment of pure love

11.04.2017
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I wish I was the blonde girl with a tiara made of violets in this drawing. I wish I could hold the woman I love in my arms now instead of just dreaming about her. I wish I could play in her hair while she is kissing 💋 me and my fingers in her hair make her want me more and kiss me wildly. I wish I could feel her breasts against mine. I can only dream and make drawings about her while I am not allowed to love ❤ her

Not allowed to hold her hand

I wish I could hold her hand but I am not allowed to.

 I wish I could be with her but I am not allowed to. I have to live alone in this hateful society and that s why Ițve been troubled since highschool.

 These days senators Ioana Denes and Codin Stefanescu have said that same sex couples should not be allowed to hold hands in public spaces in Romania. These words have hurt me deep inside. I am so affraid they want to make russian style anti-gay laws.

Here in Romania people are very homophobic and it s almost impossible for a woman to be in a relationship with another woman. My longest relationship lasted for only 6 weeks. Even my parents hate me because I am a lesbian and, after my right to inherit the house has been denied by my relatives, now I have to leave the parental house and live on my own, just like someone who had nothing, no parents, no house, nothing. Soon they will just throw me out of the house.

I wish I could live a normal life in a free modern inclusive society. I dont wanna cry and suffer alone all the time. I dont wanna be troubled anymore.
I ve made these drawings and paintings dreaming of the love I am not allowed to have, while I wanted to be with a woman I love, to feel her loving presence nexto to me, to hold her hand, to travel with her, to enjoy every moment with her.

I've had this vision of her...

Me and her mixed media drawing, pencil drawing improoved using Photoshop

I've had this vision of her holding me in her strong arms, making me feel safe and loved. She want me so much that she would do anything for me. I don't know if it's a dream or a memory but I can almost feel her, I can almost feel her body next to mine, her breath on my skin, her desire. I wish she was here with me, holding me in her arms like she never wants to lose me. I wish I could play in her rebel hair while she is loving me and I miss her even if I haven't meet her yet.

The tree of the kiss

The tree of the kiss, ball point pen drawing

Mirror of love

Mirror of love, pencil drawing

She is looking at the woman in front of her, admiring her, being fascinated by her beauty, her tall slim stature, her soft white skin, her long dark hair, her white dress 👗 her jewelry, everything about her.
Does she want to be her or her lover? Does she want this beautiful girl or her dress and jewelry?
They look so similar, like twins and while they stay face to face they seem to be one    and the same person in front of a mirror.
Many women and girls admire other women and tend to draw and paint 🎨 young beautiful girls, not handsome men.

I've made this pencil ✏ drawing starting from an older version, a drawing I've made by the year 2004 wanting to have someone like me next to me. I had some dreams about the girl with dark hair in the drawing by that time even if I've never meet her.

The drawing I've made by the year 2004

Sappho's feeling of separation and lack of love

I've painted this on Tuesday, thinking about Sappho and her world of poetry, music, art beauty and the divine feminine under the cult of Aphrodite.
After finishing the painting I've discovered there is a coldness between the two women, like in many of my creations. They seem to be separated, turning their backs on each other, ignoring each other, not communication, standing still next to to the column that further separates them. While Sappho is still turning her shy look to the her, the other girl seems to be so indiferent, looking in the opposite direction.
This painting could be a good illustration for the poem Hymn to Aphrodite, a poem Sappho has written while she was in love with a girl who was not interested in her.

As I sad before I've made may drawings and paintings of two women turning their backs to each other since I was in high-school. I've made these creations feeling rejected by the girls I liked, like Sappho did more than 2000 years ago when she wrote the Hymn to Aphrodite.

Two drawings I've made when I was 15

I've cried many times feeling rejected when I needed to be loved, since I was a high school kid, and all the girls I liked were so cold, turning their backs on me, putting walls of indifference around them.